Thinking Of You

Here's the story begin:
Daddy's side grandpa pass away when I'm still kid,which are 12 years old,grandma pass away when I was 15 years old.Both I also not able to remember it clear as I still don't know the meaning of it.Then,Mummy's side grandpa pass away when I was 19,but that time I'm in the period of staying at home due to waiting for STPM result,yet I have the chance to take care of him,just that he is a very stubborn old grandpa.Lastly,my last grandma pass away when I was 21 years old,2006 if not mistaken.During that time I'm studying at uni,so I'm unable to reach on time,I was late for 2 days.
When I reach,she already laid in peace in the small bed.
Every of the time,I'm just act normal as guys are hard to get into such situation,probably for me.Anyhow,before I came back,I've already cry and cry and cry,I really realized that I love my grandparents a lot,although every time quarrel with mummy's side grandparent,but I already stay with when since I was born,the more I think of them,especially my grandma,the more I feel regret.
I heard from my mom,back few months before she rest in piece,she always asking when I will came back,my mom also said that she's sick,so if got holiday or what,please back or give a call.So I came back that week for few days only,then went back to uni again.Few months later,my mom called and tell me with sorrow tone the news that I really can't get it,she pass away,when sleeping,without leaving anything,saying nothing.I scolded my mom for not telling me earlier,but she really do go in peace that morning,and my tears pouring without being noticed by my housemates.
I'm not able to see her last face,I'm not able to share with her my study life,I'm not able to take care of her,I'm not able to give her my 1st salary,I'm not able to fetch or carry her to wherever she wanna go.I really didn't do anything for her yet starting the time I'm able to think maturely.
And I scolded her once more,for not letting me to know earlier that she will gone forever.She leave me just like that,just like that~
A ma,I just can say that I miss u very very very much,I miss you...really really miss you...sorry for being a stubborn grandson to you whole time...I'm sorry...Do find me in dream when you are free...I LOVE YOU FOREVER...

My Commitment and Yours!

chinese and malay...there are not much different between them...chinese staffs is the same...also lazy...everythings will find the way to throw the responsibilities and work loads to bottom line...time given by them are reasonable...BUT,from their point of view...the facts is,bottom line don't have such time to complete it on time given...at last,we are labelled not effective cause unable to finish it on time...Pls see everythings wider...as bottom line not just do 1 of your tasks,still have many "yours" work to be done...

Boss~we know it is our responsibilities to monitor all things,manage it well...and Boss you don't like to listen for excuses and reasons...you just see figures...good figures proves that we had done our job and responsibilities,bad figures proves another way...giving reason means we are not doing anythings...that's because you not really see what we are doing...you don't know what we really do...and what's the hard ways we need to consider and go through...everything you targeted wanna get the best results...with your advices and theory...we know that,we do know that...but our bottom line unable to absorb all...we also can't manage all...time needed are longer compared theoretically...don't fully apply theory in real life..."hang em thong geh"...

I'm doing the job for all of you...but can do it well or not I can't promise since all of you giving lots of responsibility that we human can't achieve it on time...remember..tasks are not comes from your side only...we receive many others...

Ngi Ngi Ngam Ngam!!

Should i fire the staff or not?? firing ppl is very easy for me now...once got reason,sending out a mail can kao tim ady!!aihh...
the more free time I have,the more I feel to scold and firing ppl...hahaa not a healthy stuff huh..
manage ppl is damn HARD!!!I'm still unable to manage so many ppl under me!!!

Having An Accident With Pig Is Easier Than Hitting Tree By Your Own!!

Ya!!!having an accident with pig is easier than hitting a tree by your own.
16th February,Monday,around 3pm.This super clever 50-60 years old pig are making an incomplete U Turn while I'm driving fast at straight lane.Excuse me JPJ,any kind of vehicles should use trailer or lorry's hon so that deaf people also can feel the shock of the hon,normal brand they can't hear it lah!!The road are super wide,enough for making a full and fast u turn,and his u turn giving me the opportunity to hit him."Dumb",the sound I never herd since driving car,and it happened to me on that day!!Came out to see the face,ups...really "tua kerepot,nak masuk kubur dah"..tort is chinese..calm little bit..BUT IS PIG LEH!!Say is my fault some more..God damn..see also know la,I'm from straight way,U are making silly U turn..still my fault ah!!That's why many of your so-called piggy want to object study in english for particular subjects la!!Cause I'm chinese,ask me whether I'm drunk,ask me whether I got license,and told that my brake got problem~~wuuu...Damn I wanna admit all that...
Went for report...in the statements said that I'm driving fast,but the pig estimate that can pass..halloo..u said like that,already can blame u larr..estimate~~die la u!!!know I'm fast then u still make the turn..wahh!!!Pak Lah..his brain level same as u!! Another funny statements,the pig said that currently very "suey"...already accident for 6 times...Halloo Halloo...6 times..still wanna blame me that just the first time?? (No more next time TQ)..Police don't wanna help me and wanna help the pig also can't la...gave such clarification~~fuHHHH
What I'm not satisfy is I need to paid for the repair fee...Huhuu...some sort RM700 like that..many nehhh...already happened...see also heartache...My Wira become Wivo ady...

p/s:Wivo are combination of wira and mitsubishi evo,Malaysia pig very very "heng"...turn back it's still local car no matter how u change it...

什么是对，什么是错。。。

Refer to above statements,what's right;what's wrong..the normal definition are as follow;
对-define as things that majority agreed to as correct and acceptable...
错-define as things that majority not agree to as correct and unacceptable..
however,it should not be defined like that...it is impossible to find out whose right and whose wrong for every single unknown...
here are some example that can be taken as reference...

--why America/US attack Iraq?

US claims that Iraq have and are developing nuclear weapon for war use.so attack first to diminish it before Iraq are able to develop or use the weapon to attack US..at last,US can't find any related nuclear sources and weapons to prove their claims.For us,this is wrong,cause US attacked Iraq with the claims but proved there is no such things.
But,if we see from another angle,Iraq had military activities,with the ability to develop such weapons with huge destruction.So,before Iraq are able to complete it nuclear power and use to attack US,US take the 1st steps to destroy them 1st in order there won't be any miserable attacks by Iraq in future using their new weapons.
In order to protect their country before happen,there's not labeled as wrong decision to be taken.Prevent is better than Cure.US prevent Iraq..so,there is nothing wrong,right??

--why some helps from us are harms for some peoples?

this i take my own experience..
Company's stock check,we always do stock check for the showrooms in order not to get problems and ensure that stocks are always in good conditions and quantities.We the higher management scare that once company finds out that our stock got problem then blame us,so we check every single items.actually our scope of power are,check what u see on that time only,if don't have at the particular time,then it counted as lost stock.however,we never make like that since it relate to the management,and staffs themselves..we waste few days to check 1 showroom only,while normally other teams check few showroom in few days.and that's also shows our sincere and heart to helps them to settle the problem and not to get blame by highest management.
however,in their mind,we are just bringing problems for them,stock lost need to be pay by them once checked,and we 'anti' them,cause keep on checking the stocks,wants them to compensate for the stocks lost.
Once problem arise,beg us "really want take such actions,don't you feel pity for us?our family?kids?" this is not the issue,but correct for them,we do pity,but how pity also,work still need to be done..if not,help them cover?? then who pity us back??we don't have family?

We just working,serving company,company earn how much,loss how much also not ours.So,work should be done accordingly,responsible,don't harm anyone...we work to earn livings..some peoples says work is to earn experience,experience is important than payment,still correct,but with reasonable payments...if works without reasonable payment,just earn experience,does experience give u monthly income?? does experience can be foods for their family?can be income for living?so...it's still back to the title->what's right,what's wrong~So...do things accordingly...

Back for Blogging!

uhh...what a normal CNY this year...doing nothing,eating everything...gambling?? so so...since don't so dare to put so much $$ on the table...3rd day of CNY...sick~+little bit of diarrhea...diarrhea is very suffer...cause the things released in water shape...must practice always then you just can control it...I already reached the level...hahahaa...

tort wanna resign after CNY...but seems can't yet haha...the salary and flexibility of work still attract me much...too bad...will stay till 1 years then if really wanna resign since the minimum of experience required by common works are 1 year...try my best~~~

update next time...suddenly feel wana go home already...4.16pm...ciaoz~

CaN HuMan WHiLe DriViNg Hits FlyInG ObjEcT??YUP!!

what's so special hitting a human being while driving since you are able to hit flying object? this shocking incident happened on 22 Dec 2008..sorry by the way, cause still have 2008 story added...that day, when I was driving down Kuantan for region meeting with another colleague, we take shorter distance which through oil palm estate, really whole way also oil palm, see also torturing...there are very less car there and a good speeding place. Asking why I'm speeding? no people drive 80km/hour in highway please!!!If yes, you are the best since you can make the highway jammed...I just drive 140km/hour, normal fast, SUDDENLYYY... something pass by another side of the road towards mine, it's just taking off, and.....dumppp, I hit it, spurt to aside, should be bye bye on the spot...Aihhh!!!That's why, before taking off, please watch carefully left and right, give signal...didn't throw 20cent to the roadside also cause never know need to do like that when hitting something...pity bird...
I hit cat before, monitor lizard...and see before-monkey and dog got rolled through under tyre~hehe...1 live scene is a bus in front of me drive very fast, can't even bypass it, then suddenly its tyre rolled through a dog, all "hancur berkecai", nothing left...everything in small pieces...fresh "dog kut teh" =_=""
p/s: may all of you rest in peace lah~~

$%&#*HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009*&%^$

NEW YEAR...NEW BEGINNING...IZZIT??? NOT SO...EVERY TIME NEW YEAR,BUT WE STILL BRING FORWARD PREVIOUS YEARS MEMORY,JUST ACCUMULATE MORE MEMORY,HAPPY AND UNHAPPY...TOGETHER~~~
ANYHOW,MAY ALL OUR GOOD WISHES CAME TRUE~~~

Pig are too stupid to be Clever even a Little Bit!!!

hey hey...start my "ngam-ming" again...why ar...why they are such a stupid creature?anyhow also must had a limit right??if like this,what for I tired for them,worried for them??should it be perception problem?concept problem?or what?how to change this perception and concept?can't they just work honestly?and be more responsible?finish the work first if want to do any other things?everything also half done...checked the company stock,so much lost stocks,but seems they aren't worry,that's the money they need to pay ok???understand that??why cant they take more care of their stocks??some maybe think currently...self-used the stock,the money...izzit they don't know company will perform stock check,then the lost stock will be verified by manager??then anyhow they also need to pay for that...still the same...it worse actually...reputation,trust...anything...
another super hillarious story,I also don't know why it's hillarious,but I laught at the pig stupidity...when I'm at 1 of my showroom,got a customer walk in to complaint bout us!He bought Hitachi fridge,Toshiba w/machine,and latest is Olympus digital camera.both Hitachi & Toshiba the salesman didn't gave the freegifts,and this is just a taken-out story to tell,and we promise to gibe back..other story again,the litres of the fridge is not same as litres inside the fridge,when he wanna buy,his wife said it's ok,nevermind...then now come complaint again...but the main things he came is to complaint about the battery of the camera,just 3 month then condempt already,and the policy actually there is no accesory warranty normally,however our side will help him to follow up with Olympus service center,he refuse it???aihh...then asked us to changed the battery for him,sure can't ler without supplier acknowledge,and assecory is not included,we still wanna help but he insist like that,what to do...NOOB lo...oh,reason that we can't help him follow on the spot because is his nooby day also..."AWAL MUHARRAM"...supplier close ma,but does he understand?no also...still asking us to change then tell supplier the next day,please la,u tort like all of u meh,doing things without thinking rationally!!!I asked him to write a report or call to both our HQ and supplier if he don't believe us,he himself don't want...still asking other walk-in customer beside him not to buy our things...WAHKAO...WHAT HE WANTS OOO!!!can sue him de leh for doing like that...niabeh!!!stupid till home...after that still don't want go,ask us to call supplier HQ...HEY MORON,U UNDERSTAND OR NOT BUSINESS CLOSED BECAUSE UR AWAL WHAT MUHARRAM...CLOSE...TUTUP,FAHAM KE TIDAK BABI...MEMANG BABI BUTA...said wanna come back day after that,but didn't show up also,feel ashame to yourself pls!!!at last Olympus ask him to send back for service checking,still the same answer as we told him earlier ar...not satisfy,go Consumer Tribunal lo~easy...we see many problematic customers already...so~~